Monday, July 28, 2008

A convo I had...


I was online and I don't get how people behave! I just wanted to post this short exchange!

otherdude: no im not a whacko - i assure u that...but hey, to each his own - every person who has come here has been treated with respect and kindness - yeah the sex has always been amazing but i always treat my guests kindly

ailedknight: I'm a nice guy as well, that don't mean I go over people's houses without knowing them! That's just not good sense!

otherdude: because believe it or not im a really nice guy

ailedknight: i don't think you get it! you don't know me! I don't know you! why would I come over your house?

otherdude: well thats what i want too - u wanna cum over?

ailedknight: going back to number 5 on my profile, I wanted a vers or vers btm for friendship with sex benefit on the side. There's a difference between that and a sex buddy!

To be more detailed, someone who is close to linden ???? area, close to my age

otherdude: umm so what r u lookin 4?!

ailedknight: not looking for anything long term either!

otherdude: wow awesome me too - love to play but im also lookin for possible long term

ailedknight: I'm not looking for anything instant!

otherdude: dude whats goin on - im lookin for now - cum on over...i think ur gorgeous...

got a cozy place here and live alone...got some really hot porn we can watch too while we play...

love to tongue kiss, make out, deep throat suck, lick nipples, rim ur hot ass, fuck

This is why people come up missing! This is why folks don't get what they are looking for because they don't take any sort of time to find exactly what they are looking for! Instead with what they see on the surface! I got more than a surface to me. I have some depth dammit! Let me show you the face of what I was denying!


He's by no means what you would call ugly! He is just too thirsty! So interested in nothing but sex! He could get it too! Where would it had left me? Right back on here doing the same thing I was doing before I met him!

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Update!

So, this dude, Caller Number 2, and I have been seeing each other on a not so frequent steady basis. We're content in the situations we are in. He is just leaving a relationship and isn't looking to get into another and I'm in a relationship not looking to hop from one to another. He thinks I'm a cool dude. I had to ask why? He said, "despite you steppin out on ya man, you are one cool dude! level headed, you have things going for you, attractive and the list could go on! I don't want ya head to pop, so I'll stop here!" I replied, "Thanks I guess!"

I'm good with this dude and my bf. Together I am sexually satisfied. I'm tired of the strain of looking for a dude on the side. Are they this, are they that? Do they do this, do they do that? All that is just too extra! I think I will take down my profile down off this website and call it a clean sweep. I mean why not? If i meet anyone else, I will just have to meet them in person. That's more of a challenge anyway! The chase, the giving out of your phone number, waiting to hear, its all a game of entertainment!

Nothing else is really happening with me. Good Day!

Thursday, July 3, 2008

One for the Money, Two for the show, three...

Yes, this blog contains snapshots of moments of my life. Mostly the moments that I am not proud of and the ones that need work. More recently I have been putting things out there that sound good in my head but still sound somewhat good in the open. Nonetheless, not as good as it did in my head. by reading what all EVERYONE had to say I must believe that I stand placed in correction.

I can remember two individuals that I had sex with, that beyond any doubt could not have known they were having sex with a positive guy. That goes because of the way we initially met. Everyone else the information is posted in my profile on that gay site! I am puttin my stuff on display because in the heat of the moment, in the past, I have slipped up! If they do not take the time to read what I have made available to them, that is no fault of mine! Yes it would be nice of me to render information the second time. I was told to take the time to read! As for this Law that some think I continually break, I will have to check into that. I make my status plainly available, If you didn't read that's your fault. I am currently using protection with all sex partners except that one that I think I mentioned in my previous post. I am not engaging in random sex, only with those that I know something about that I am attempting to get to know. All will know, if not already known, my status and will be able to make that choice on their own!

Yea I am a fucked up dude. I cheat on ol boy and he is cool with it. I have cut it down to only the ones you read about here. I used to have 2-3 times more sex. I'm talkin like sex like at least twice a day and not necessarily with the same guy. I am okay for right now only because I have a target in mind and I do intend on getting to where I want to be. Where do I want to be? I don't exactly know. That is the title of the blog is it not? Am I There Yet? No I'm not there yet, I will let you know when I get there...