Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Nothing to Possibly Something

I have been quite scarce and it is partly because that I don't have anything to share. I haven't been in any wild stories or sexcapades. Am I normal? I hope not! I really don't want this to be a dry post but I might need to end it here!

Ohh wait! This is some shit right here! Why didn't I remember this? Oh, something else as well!

Lets say I met an handsome, muscular, built, tall, brown skinned guy. He is HIV negative and he was wanting to give me some loving and a good dick down. My dick leaped after I typed that! :-) He was talkin about all he was going to do to me and I was feelin everything he was speakin! I HAD to tell him I was positive. He wanted me to bust in his mouth, he wanted to fuck me and eat me out and fuck me some more (repeat process), he wanted to give me a tongue bath and put all kinda sauces on me and lick/eat them off of me. I was about to cum while all of this was being requested! All I could say is yes yes yes yes YES YES YES YES!!! I was all on board. He said when he is finished, he wants to leave that nut up in me! I was like no no no no NO NO NO NO!

What the hell! I just got finished telling him I was positive! He wants to screw himself and mess up his life? He is only 18! On one side I told him and I had my bases covered. On the other side, I have compassion for him and all of a sudden care for someone's life that has nothing to do with mine... Does nobody care about their lives anymore?

My bf comes at me with another shocker just last week. He wants me to join him in an orgy. I was like what the hell! An orgy? I understand walking into one unexpectedly, like I have done before, but this is something completely new and different. I am not only at risk of anything going down, I put many of other dudes at risk!

Where did all of this care and concern come from? "I just wanna fuck, I just wanna fuck, FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!