Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Let Me Tell You!

Causalities were exchanged as we know each other formally. I entered his apartment and i was invited to have a seat on his bed. I made myself comfortable watching MTV. I watched trying to ignore Curiosity. We are two different beings...

[Curiosity, as i name my alter ego, is self defiant, does not pay attention to any rules and is all short of considerate. Curiosity is a whore that is in bondage that longs to be free. Curiosity is promiscuous and flirtatious. Curiosity is a bitch! Curiosity is inside of me trying ever so hard to escape and conquer the reigning King. I call the King, Me!

King Me is a passive conscious entity that is dominant in my body. King Me is moral and enjoys fairness. King Me is a pushover. Despite the dominant reign that is hovered over Curiosity, King Me stands stagnant in strength. Curiosity peeks through and oppresses King Me whenever possible. He will only fight Curiosity when situations get out of control. ]

I laid there next to a nicely toned, slim, and muscular yellow skinned man. Dressed in ankle socks, basketball shorts and a beater. I tried to focus on the music videos. I repeatedly lost battles to Curiosity trying not to look at him and his bulges in the many places where they comfortably rested. Curiosity moved me closer and closer while I still tried to distract him with the TV. I gave up as Curiosity took over.

Curiosity asked if he would like a massage. Yellow man replied, "if you would like to give one I will accept one!" T told him to strip down. He declined, I said, "can i take them off for you?" He consented with a head nod. I then began to rub his body beginning at his shoulders and ending at his toes avoiding the personal private areas. I asked would it be a problem if I gave different attention to the areas I didn't touch. He replied, "will it feel as good as the rest?" I responded, "if it doesn't, you can tell me to stop!"

I moved him on his back and massaged his chocolate morsel nipples with my tongue. His head dropped back. I continued downward to his dagger which was now poking me in a erected state. I closed my eyes and a hour passed as I listened to moans and felt the motions of his body shifting up and down left and right. The sounds and movements of ecstasy!

I asked one final question, "Can I slide a condom on you?" He said, "Fa sho!" I climbed on slowly stuck the head in. He said, "ohhhhh shit" and followed with a thrust that pushed pre-cum all on his stomach. I dosed out in a semiconscious state while he moved me from one position to another and back again!

Awakened by from the imaginary nirvana, a spot was hit. I wanted to nut. I was on top riding the stallion and he leaned be back revealing the full length of my dick. He shifted and began to suck my dick while I slid up and down that pleasure giver. I yelled, "ohhhh!" he came off and said, "yea nigga bust in my mouth while i bust in that ass..." He welcomed my dick in his mouth once again and shortly after his dick starts throbbing alerting me of his orgasm if I was deaf to his loud moans. By the throbbing of his dick massaging my insides and the spectacular tongue pleasuring my dick I began to coat his stomach with the fruit of my loins.

Let me tell you, HOT DAMN!

Thursday, April 3, 2008

Torn In Between TheTwo!

Okay, this is irregular that I would even think about posting three times in one month, let alone twice within a week but I wanted to get this off of my chest!

I have been talkin to this bangin 21 year old shorty. He is fine as fine could be! I thought that if I could bag this negro, I would never have to look for another dude again! I got a boyfriend and this fine dude that don't care that I have a boyfriend. So what he is 4 years younger than me its iight. He wanna suck my dick on the regular and rock my dick till it hurts, I have no problem with that at all!

Wait, there is one problem! before he meets me he wants to feel me out, get to know me. That's cool! So we are talking and talking, and talking some more. We address the man, and me being positive, I address the issue of him being fine as hell and still being single. Enter problem! Through talking with him, I get some kind of attachment going. Other wise known as strings! It was only supposed to be sex!

I now have a man that I am not leaving and a booty call (I keep thinking about how that ass will feel when I push my dick in) that I am catchin feelins for. I told him I had a bf cause I didn't want him gettin attached to me, but look at this shit, I am the motha fucka that gets attached! I can't take it, and I am about through with my mind and its unpredictability!