So, I was sitting at the pc when I get an instant message on yahoo telling me that we need to talk. It was my Boyfriend. I said, "Is everything ok? Wassup? Are they hounding you at the job again?". He said, "All is cool, I just wanted to speak with you about something". We negotiated a time and met up at a diner for lunch. It was cool, I had a fettuccine bowl with shrimp chicken and broccoli. He had water and soup.
After the meal was finished he asked, "Am I enough?", I answered "Yes". He said, "Then what is it?" I was a little lost at this point. He told me that he knew about me cheating on him. My head sunk down. He said he was fine with it! I was shocked and turned about with confusion. I asked him to repeat himself. He did just the same and repeated the same words. What in Hell is happening here?
He said that he didn't have the sex drive that I was looking for but he sees that I truly care about him. He only asked that when I go out to other guys that I let him know who I fuck and who fucks me. My head is in space because this is sounding like a dream come true! I am thinking that there is a catch, no catch! this convo happened the day after Christmas. I
On Friday night, I wanted to hookup with this college professor, significantly older than myself, but having a playful and caring side to him. I called my dude and let him know I was meeting someone and he said fine and hung up the phone. We have been talking like every hour or more and the convo is so cool and mellow! I am falling for this guy little by little! He asked me to be open and honest with him and I want to be. I haven't told him about my HIV status yet. I am scared to in fear that he will never speak to me again! There is so much sexual tension between us that I know we will have sex eventually but damn, this will hurt I can feel it. It will hurt more if it comes out later, judging from past experiences!
My boyfriend knows I am cheating, and doesn't care, at least not very much. I am falling for a guy I am not being completely honest with, that is almost 3 times my age! Why don't I see these situations before they come my way!
After the meal was finished he asked, "Am I enough?", I answered "Yes". He said, "Then what is it?" I was a little lost at this point. He told me that he knew about me cheating on him. My head sunk down. He said he was fine with it! I was shocked and turned about with confusion. I asked him to repeat himself. He did just the same and repeated the same words. What in Hell is happening here?
He said that he didn't have the sex drive that I was looking for but he sees that I truly care about him. He only asked that when I go out to other guys that I let him know who I fuck and who fucks me. My head is in space because this is sounding like a dream come true! I am thinking that there is a catch, no catch! this convo happened the day after Christmas. I
On Friday night, I wanted to hookup with this college professor, significantly older than myself, but having a playful and caring side to him. I called my dude and let him know I was meeting someone and he said fine and hung up the phone. We have been talking like every hour or more and the convo is so cool and mellow! I am falling for this guy little by little! He asked me to be open and honest with him and I want to be. I haven't told him about my HIV status yet. I am scared to in fear that he will never speak to me again! There is so much sexual tension between us that I know we will have sex eventually but damn, this will hurt I can feel it. It will hurt more if it comes out later, judging from past experiences!
My boyfriend knows I am cheating, and doesn't care, at least not very much. I am falling for a guy I am not being completely honest with, that is almost 3 times my age! Why don't I see these situations before they come my way!