Sunday, December 30, 2007

"Hey Bay, We Need To Talk"

So, I was sitting at the pc when I get an instant message on yahoo telling me that we need to talk. It was my Boyfriend. I said, "Is everything ok? Wassup? Are they hounding you at the job again?". He said, "All is cool, I just wanted to speak with you about something". We negotiated a time and met up at a diner for lunch. It was cool, I had a fettuccine bowl with shrimp chicken and broccoli. He had water and soup.

After the meal was finished he asked, "Am I enough?", I answered "Yes". He said, "Then what is it?" I was a little lost at this point. He told me that he knew about me cheating on him. My head sunk down. He said he was fine with it! I was shocked and turned about with confusion. I asked him to repeat himself. He did just the same and repeated the same words. What in Hell is happening here?

He said that he didn't have the sex drive that I was looking for but he sees that I truly care about him. He only asked that when I go out to other guys that I let him know who I fuck and who fucks me. My head is in space because this is sounding like a dream come true! I am thinking that there is a catch, no catch! this convo happened the day after Christmas. I

On Friday night, I wanted to hookup with this college professor, significantly older than myself, but having a playful and caring side to him. I called my dude and let him know I was meeting someone and he said fine and hung up the phone. We have been talking like every hour or more and the convo is so cool and mellow! I am falling for this guy little by little! He asked me to be open and honest with him and I want to be. I haven't told him about my HIV status yet. I am scared to in fear that he will never speak to me again! There is so much sexual tension between us that I know we will have sex eventually but damn, this will hurt I can feel it. It will hurt more if it comes out later, judging from past experiences!

My boyfriend knows I am cheating, and doesn't care, at least not very much. I am falling for a guy I am not being completely honest with, that is almost 3 times my age! Why don't I see these situations before they come my way!

Monday, December 3, 2007

That Ass Was TIGHT!!!

I have never had sex like this before. I met up with a guy and we were talking. All of a sudden, he bum rushes me onto the bed! Straight tackled me! I said shyt, dude take it easy! I laid there and he was lickin me all over and I swear I was almost completely wet from his mouth. I wasn't quite in complete ecstasy but was comin close...

He slides a condom over my dick as it stood straight up in the air, completely erect. He sat on it fast and cried out "OH SHIT" I was like are you ok! lol! He said nothing and continued to ride. His ass was so tight, i felt the head of my dick growing even larger! All that pressure he was tryin to squeezed the nut from my dick. I was like, not yet.

I flipped him over, threw his legs behind his back and let him have what he wanted. A dickdown! I pounded and pounded and pounded some more. The moans came quickly and more often. He tried to jerk his dick I held his hands back and commanded he take the dick and he nuts when I say so! The freak was coming out.

I sat back and curled down and sucked his dick while he was feeling my throbbing dick in his tight ass. Four strokes and the dick starts moving in my mouth. I was surprised by a sweet nut that started to run out the side of my mouth. MMMMM! I said oh u like that? He said yea...

There was a problem I told him. he asked what, I replied "you nutted without me telling you to. I lifted his ass in the air and fucked him, fucked him, fucked him. I said, while he continuously moaned "yes papi yes papi", "this is what you get when you don't do what you are told!" He asked me can I nut again, i said yeah! 2 seconds later he bust all over his own face.

That spot you hit made me nut like crazy dude... I let him loose. He looked happy and tired. I washed off my dick after taking the condom off and came back into the room. He sucked me off and i nutted so quick. He kept on going i was like shit man i am good. he sounded, with my dick in his mouth, uh uhh! I was moaning at the sensitive sensation that was running through my dick and through the rest of my body. I nutted twice back to back. I fell asleep. he took the rest of my energy. I had no choice but to rest.

On my way out 2 hours later, he said maybe your boyfriend can join in next time. I thought maybe...