Yes, this blog contains snapshots of moments of my life. Mostly the moments that I am not proud of and the ones that need work. More recently I have been putting things out there that sound good in my head but still sound somewhat good in the open. Nonetheless, not as good as it did in my head. by reading what all EVERYONE had to say I must believe that I stand placed in correction.
I can remember two individuals that I had sex with, that beyond any doubt could not have known they were having sex with a positive guy. That goes because of the way we initially met. Everyone else the information is posted in my profile on that gay site! I am puttin my stuff on display because in the heat of the moment, in the past, I have slipped up! If they do not take the time to read what I have made available to them, that is no fault of mine! Yes it would be nice of me to render information the second time. I was told to take the time to read! As for this Law that some think I continually break, I will have to check into that. I make my status plainly available, If you didn't read that's your fault. I am currently using protection with all sex partners except that one that I think I mentioned in my previous post. I am not engaging in random sex, only with those that I know something about that I am attempting to get to know. All will know, if not already known, my status and will be able to make that choice on their own!
Yea I am a fucked up dude. I cheat on ol boy and he is cool with it. I have cut it down to only the ones you read about here. I used to have 2-3 times more sex. I'm talkin like sex like at least twice a day and not necessarily with the same guy. I am okay for right now only because I have a target in mind and I do intend on getting to where I want to be. Where do I want to be? I don't exactly know. That is the title of the blog is it not? Am I There Yet? No I'm not there yet, I will let you know when I get there...
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How will you know when you are there? Or are you willing to run the risk of passing it and not realizing it until it's too late.
Glad that you're making changes in your life and striving to make sure you protect not only yourself but others.
Please do your due diligence concerning that law. In many states you'll find it to be true.
Don't think I would consider you a 'fucked up duded' considering your bf seems to be ok with your infidelities. I don't pretend to understand why he is willing to deal with you stepping out of the relationship or why you are willing to continue an relationship with someone that doesn't fulfill all your needs but that's not for me nor anyone else to truely understand. Are you there yet...no? But when you get there, you'll have people who will genuinely congratulate you.
~Damnit!
What law is this that people keep referring to? Who knew....
At any rate, I agree with you that if people don't read your info, it ain't your fault. The responsibility isn't yours alone, the other person has to take some responsibility too, either by reading your profile, or asking you about it. Have people forgotten how to ask questions about their sex partner...
Just my 2 cents.
I am pulling for you. Please don't hesitate to continue to sahre openly despite our feedback. SOme suggestions will help some will not, but ultimatley the choice os yours. Good luck.
Wow man...Im pulling for you too.
I'm proud of you brotha. And don't worry about how long it's gonna take you to get there. The race (of life) is never given to the swift.
Good luck getting there. I believe in you.
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