Candidates! >edited words in red<

Let me tell you about the candidates that I am choosing from. Don't you just love how I call them candidates? I feel like I'm creating my own lil Flavor Flave or I Love New York Show! I do feel like I can choose, since so many are tryin to holla at the kid! This is an interesting mix, and I am surprised that it has come down to these!

• Caller number 1! He is 37 years old and mixed. Slim and 5'9". Sexy motha fucker! He lives with family and is only available during the morning and late at night! I can work with that. He's a vers bottom that has been aching to suck my dick and let me fuck him for 2 months or longer! This guy is local too! I haven't dismissed this guy only because he wants my dick so badly and he is local.
  
  
• Caller number 2! Sexy, in his own way. Independent and has his own place and car. I've sexed with him once and I can't get him out of my mind! This is the dude that I was talking about in my last post! He's cool with me havin a boyfriend, and has actually met him on one occasion. We click. He's 30 and stands at 5'9". He is a bigger man though, in more ways than one! he got a thick 9.5 piece! I still like him though! Not that far away from me, maybe 20 mins... We have met up again. I wanted it to happen. The first time drew me back for more. We are into each other. His Dick, it did things and went places! I have one complaint. He is more of a sex jumpoff than a friend with benefits. There's that friend aspect to it, but it is mostly about sex.
  
  
• Caller number 3! This guy is 38 and I have never seen his face pic. He promises that he looks good up and down but will not take a face pic. He has good talk. That is the only reason why he is in the running! lol Dismissed
  
  
• Caller number 4! He's 27 years old and 5'10". Slim and toned build, and brown skinned. This guy can suck a mean mutha fuckin dick! He can eat a good ass out! He turned me the hell on just with his mouth! He has this nice shaped dick that, when positioned correctly, can go all the way down your throat! Its about 9 inches long and thick! I love it! He has some good ass too! DAMN! He has a boyfriend, no biggie! He's never home and always at work! He is sexy, but he is from some island. I can't understand much without asking to repeat! We haven't talked since this post was scripted. I'm not quite ready to dismiss him, but if a bitch don't call, dueces!
  
  
• Caller number 5! He's like 25 at like 5'9" and has about a 7.5 inch dick! He is one of my friends friends. That is too close to my boyfriend and his friends. I love his dick though. He's a top! sigh... His dick is Dayum Good, but he is a top! I think I will at least consider it! I wanted a vers dude! I called this dude up for a convo. we were chattin. Its been months since we have had a in depth convo. Usually its a text exchange. the usual "whats good" or "how you doin" type of texts. I find out he has a boyfriend. I really don't wanna mess that up for him. I wanna send him a whats good sexy right now, but I don't think I will. I have to dismiss him! :-(
  
  
• Caller number 6! This is a group rate! Him and his boyfriend want me to either of themselves or with them both! Both are sexy as hell, both are dl thug type, and live together. They are vers, which is a plus. One is 8 and the other is 9.5 both cut! I think I might shoot there after work today! They been trying to get me to pop thru for a while now! Well, I never got over there. The water remains untested. Maybe today I will see wassup. He's not that far from my job I realized. Maybe on lunch break today? :-)
  
  
• Caller number 7! This guy is special! I love his dick and what he can do with it and make my insides feel! He wants me over so I can fuck him and he is only available a few days during the week. Thats ok. He lives in Passaic! That's a drive that I don't wanna make in my gas guzzler more than once a week! He is Puerto Rican, 30 y/o, 5'11", and sexy! He pleases me as the bottom and I wanna see whats going to happen when I see him bottom! I get the feeling that he is playing games with me. We would make a date and I would cancel all other possible dates to go see him. Then all of a sudden phone trouble. He goes offline. I'm not one for taking many hints. Just tell me whats good and I'm gone. You don't have to lie! We'll see how this unfolds. He is still in the running.
  
  
• Caller number 8! He is 50, white, positive, and a freak. 10 minutes from my house he is very accessible, but he likes raw sex. I don't know if I can get past that. I have tried so hard to protect myself, I don't wanna do anything to worsen my case! Oh and his cum taste funny! ewww! Dismissed! I can't get over the idea that he is positive AND wants raw sex! Whether he's undetectable or not!
  
  
• Caller Number 9! He is also up in age, but I think he isn't quite at 50 yet, lol! He's Jamaican and tall as fuck! He's 6'6" and towers me in every sense of the word! We have been communicating since like 2004. We have only met once, and it was recently during my lunch break. He drove 2 hours from upstate New York to see me! He is sexy for his age, and can make me laugh and smile. Down sides, he is married, and lives in upstate New York. He is a top! However he has money and is willing to come to see me whenever! Oh another down side, there is a emotional connection forming! I did not want that to happen! This might be another post real soon! He picked me up from my job one day. (My car was in the shop) We went over his place and chilled. There is way too much emotions going on in this guys head for me. "I love you", "you're beautiful inside and out", "You're mine now"!!! Absolutely not. At the very least we will have a casual friendship. He is dismissed!
  
• Caller Number 10! He's 21 and bangin as all hell! He is a pretty boy in all senses of the word. He is a big dick vers bottom. 10 inches cut with a fat ass! He is this type of ghetto gangsta type of mentality. He is positive. We exchanged phone numbers and I believe that I could help him out a bit with dealing with it. He is depressed sometimes and struggles with it. The only bad thing about it is that he is gangsta as hell! He been in jail! lol I don't want him to pull a oozy out on me and shit! Anyway, we phone boned and that was cool. IDK what to do with this one at all!

I was going to post pictures, but you know how everybody knows everybody! I ain't trying to here that I done slept wit ya friend/lover/fuck buddy! lol Plus I don't know if they read or have blogs as well. Its a small world! Maybe I will take their faces out and show you their bodies or dick shots!

Running on E

I am tired of being a whore. I am tired of being a hoe! I am fuckin tired of being a smut!

As of late I am lookin for somebody that I can call a friend and can do freaky stuff on the side. I still got Boo Boo wit me and things are ok. Actually things are touch and go. I mean he know that I mess around but we never talk about it. I come home and climb into bed with him and sex is cool. I actually think about what type of relationship I have created for myself. The emotional connection is dwindling. The sexual spontaneity in decreasing! I have digressed!

I want some chill and masculine! Straight acting if you will! Hey gotta have a big dick, and he gotta have a nice ass. I wanna be able to roll a blunt wit a dude, smoke a L and kick back wit a 40 if I wanted to. I wanna be able to clown out wit a dude! I wanna have a challenge in Soul Caliber, Madden and Checkers too! I want a cool friend that I can talk to and fuck with, but when its all said and done there is no commitment to each other. It sounds like I am asking for a boyfriend but without the commitment. I have one of those, why desire another? I'm greedy! I simply cannot think of another explanation!

Recently, I had a fuck session with this dude. I only went over to chill and watch a movie but things escalated to a level where My dick got hard. It all started with a kiss! It ended ip in him waving that ass in the air and me stickin my dick in it. When I tell you it was sooo soft and warm and pleasant. It made me wanna scream! I wasn't even lookin for any sex and I got it! I love it! He told me he would be takin my nut from me. I said huh? he told be to wait and see. He laid me back and rode my dick until white people became a minority! He bounced and bounced and rode up and down my dick until I let it out! He said, I told you I would take your cum! Followed by a smile.

We laid there and finished watching movie about fashion with Merril Streep, Devils May Cry or something... When that was over then he turned trhe tube off. I was in a dark room and he gave me a back massage. He worked my back so well I worked up another boner. I was moving my ass around in an uncontrollable way. I was feelin this massage. He started licking me and HELLO my ass was wet not too long afterwards. I moaned and moaned, in a manly way of course, lol! He told me if I wanted the dick is the only way I would get the dick! I said I wanted it, it took my mind back to My Friday Night. You might wanna revisit that post! lol. The dick was that good!

I wanna go back but every time he calls, I am always busy. I really am busy! I don't wanna keep blowing him off. He is not exactly the slimmest, tallest, manliest dude, but he is cool! His sex game is tight! I don't know, I wanna try to see him soon... That's where I am right now...

I slept in it!

Last night I was bored and I had nothing to do. Everyone was out and doing their own thing with their perspective lovers and significant others. I sat and was lured into a rest of boredom. I was pissed that everyone was doing something and I wasn't. I woke up at around 2:30am and decided that I was going to meet up with someone. At the absolute very least, I would be with someone doing nothing. It was better than doing nothing.

I got over to ol' dudes crib in Orange. He is a visitor from the islands. Only here for about 3 weeks, I have wasted just over one weeks, but not quite two, on talking and emailing and instant messaging and communicating on a4a. I said, "enough is enough!" So, I met up with him and everything is going pretty well! I got over there about 3:00am and we was watching Law and Order on TBS, I think it was. Cool Its whatever... I was out of the apartment and I was busy.

Let me describe this guy. He stands at 6'6" and is very skinny. Brown skin and has touches of gray hair scattered throughout his head. It was kinda cute in a way! He was all of about 30 years old. He wasn't the most handsome dude I met but he was definitely holding his own.

He tells me at around 4ish that he is tired and he would like to get into bed. I am like cool, I can leave! I was feelin him but I don't invite myself into anyone's bed. Then comes the invitation. We get into the bed and are laying next to each other in our underwear and PJ's. Of course I am excited, in a way that you can't help but notice! He can now feel how excited that I am. so he rolls over and begins to feel and rub on me. I am liking this. I start to lick his nipples and kiss him and grind on him.

Let me slow this thing down before I finish the story all early! I start suckin his dick and eatin him out. I am loving it for real for real. I never enjoyed eatin ass before but I sure lubed his ass up so good with my tongue we didn't need any more lube! I started fingering that ass and he moaned and groaned. I went back to suckin his dick, it was about 7.5 inches and was sooo tasty. Never have a had an uncut dick that tasted sooo good. The look of it was even attractive! So, I was suckin him and fingering him and he asks for me to put it in. I was feelin him so I asked for a condom. I woulda brought my own but I wasn't expecting on having sex that night. I am glad I showered before I left the house! :-)

I slide the Magnum down my dick and he raised his ass up for me waiting to receive! He said, "This is my third time being fucked, handle it with care!" I said I got this! I slid it in and waited for his walls to relax around my dick. He said don't wait, stretch them out for me! I asked if he was sure and he responded, "yes!" I went in forcefully and stretched him out. We started fucking and watched the sun come all the way out! Damn! we went from his side to his back again, then to his other side ending up with him on his stomach. It was hot and felt good in every position. DAMN!

While on his stomach, he says, "I'm comin!" I am holding both of his hands at this point! I said, "huh?" he said, ""its comin out now!" He starts the moaning and groaning and shaking uncontrollably. I am feelin this shit! when he finished he said keep goin till I bust. It was like 5 more minutes before I wanted to bust. I climaxed and let out massive manly grunts that made me feel like a king! I loved every moment of it. I was tired though. All that energy so early in the morning had me zapped! I just laid there. Seconds turned into minutes and minutes started adding up. I heard him start to snore. I fell asleep right on his back! I never said I took my dick out of his ass, did I? Checkpoint, about 6am!

I woke up at about 8am and I was still hard and my dick was still inside the condom and still in his ass! He is still snoring! I started pumping again! he wakes up moaning and groaning to the dick going in and out. it could not have been 5 more minutes and I whispered I am about to nut. I let out another loud grunt. While I was nuttin he said keep going. I kept going and I kept feeding him the dick and I pushed another nut out of him. This time his hands are on the side of the bed and the other clenching at the sheets!

I slept in this guys ass last night and it felt GREAT!