- 6'2"
- 11.5" dick and 7" thick
- Muscular
- Handsome
- Said he's a porn star
I called him and he said come up to the 3rd floor. I come up he greets me at the door, DAMN! This mutha fucka is drop dead gorgeous! I was turned out before any kind of physical contact! He said have a seat on the couch. I sit. He asked how I got down I said it don't matter. He asked if I smoked and I said nah. He told me to suck his dick and I said sure! It was nice and thick just like his profile said it to be. I have been known for havin a big ass mouth, but his dick had my mouth open all the way and his dick filled up every space and air pocket that was imaginable. I took that dick and I sucked and deepthroated until I heard moaning! All I heard was "yea nigga yea nigga" followed by some "oh shits"! I had this dude liftin his legs up! I gave birth to that 11.5 inch baby and I went to lunch! I made him yell like a lil bitch. Get this, he asked me, " do you wanna get fucked?" That blew me, I was warmin up to bust a good one in him. had my condom in hand and lube in the other while my face was buried in his ass. I came up and said yea. He puts me on the back of the couch! I'm so scared that I'm not gonna be able to take it. Its like afoot long dick! he lubes me up and he goes in. I'm like oh shit I forgot to tell him to put a condom on! He said nah man, my name is R.A.W. for a reason. I almost had a fit... he held me down and said relax! I tried and I did, but was still uneasy about the whole thing.
He is slowly thrusting while opening me up and it doesn't take him a long time. He is in all the way within 5 minutes. Holding my stomach and still slowly thrusting. He starts playin with my dick and says "damn u still hard? you must really like that dick! most dudes I fuck they are soft the enitre time I be fuckin them" I said "well when I see something thats sexy I stay on brick" He starts it rough now and I'm taking it. It felts sooo good. He pushed my nut out one after another. We move from the couch to the bed after my second nut and his first. He put me on my back, and asks me if I could take it like this and I said yea man, just gimme that dick! He took my legs and went in so easy! It was soo hot that I had totally forgotten I was positive, forgot he ain't have no condom on, and forgot that I had a boyfriend of 5 years! He pushed 2 more nuts outta me. it had been about 2 hours of fuckin now. I was about ready to stop but he wasn't. He wanted one more nut, I said go for it. He kept on going and my body had started rejecting his dick. He needed to nut soon cause I was about to show I wasn't takin it so good now! He pulled out and nutted all over my face.
I left, after cleaning up, and got back home. No questions were asked I didn't bring anything up. I felt guilty. I had the time of my life and can't go back for more! Or can I? He called me yesterday and asked when we was gonna fuck again!
24 comments:
Whooooooooooaaaaaaaaaa...... Ummm yo you have to slow down ma dude. I know shit can get crazy in the heat of the moment but you have a serious responsibility not only to others but to yourself. It seems that you are in the mindset of "Well I'm Poz so it don't matter what I do now!" but there are still other diseases out there that can complicate your long term health. If not for nothing, think about your own health baby boy. You're obviously gonna do what you're gonna do but personally, you should really inform him of your status. The gay/bi communtiy has to work together to stop this epidemic from spreading and it begins with everyone being safe in everything that they do. The blame is not solely on you because he should have wrapped up but you have to take responsibility for your roll. Real Talk ma dude.
~Damnit!
Im wit Damnit, man. This is some real serious shit, and despite whether the sex was good or not, totally has no weight in the circumstance. This is not a matter of 'my escapade with a porn star' or even you fuckin up with your dude. You gotta be smart, my brotha, and use that intelligence that God blessed you to possess. We all make mistakes, but this is a take that we should have missed. Forget that nigga...its about you not making minor choices that can turn into major predicaments. Let it go...
I doubt if you got to read my reply to your statements you made on my blog, but I wrote on there to take care of yourself. You must ALWAYS remember that man. Having unprotected sex is not taking care of yourself. You owe it to yourself and your boyfriend (not sure if he's poz or not). Not tryin to come down on your or be judgmental, but you have to think and make wiser decisions. Please don't put people in a position you wouldn't wanna be in yourself. Learn from your mistakes. And this dude needs to be wiser too. He's old enough to know better. There is too much information available out there for him to be so careless.
Don't know what else to say. We've all made mistakes and had slip ups. Not sure if this story is fact or fiction. If it's fact, hopefully in the future you take something from friday night's experience to keep it from happening again.
I have learned from this encounter. 1. status should be discussed before even having a physical interaction. Even though that may put a stunt on my sexual behavior, its responsible and makes everyone aware of circumstances.
2. I need to stop cheating! Its like a thief! they just don't steal once! there is a thrill to it. but I don't want to get caught out there!
I am smart, I just make poor decisions. I dont have great judgement. But there is a next time for me. there has been a next time. I was wiser the next time. Thats is the next post.
Okay I sat here and have typed out 3 comments and deleted them all. I dont know what to say to you! Seems like everyone has summed it up nicely but damn! What were you thinking about when you were on your way to this man's house? What would you do if your man finds out? what would you do if he had hiv and didn't tell you? none of these quesions played through your head?
This isn't some video game you can pause and play or start over when you get ready, this is life! no second chances! no extra lives! Think about those things and let that marinate in your spirit!
Do you go to church?
OMG. I dnt know what to say. I was enjoying your post at the beginning an then the whole possitive without a condom an the circumstances jus fuckd my head up I mean 4real yo. You were wrong an the dude dat wanted to fuc u raw was wrong. Yo u have calm down, say no , something. I hope this dude don't catch the virus as a result of stupidity. I'm still in shock. Wow yo I'm at a loss for words. Yo be safe an a lil more wiser. EVERY ACTION HAS A REACTION.
I'm glad you posted this, took alot of courage to do so. I think you got some sincere and honest feedback. Take better care of yourself, value the lives of others and like you said commit to being wiser in the future.
All three men(you R.A.W and ya man) involved in this situation deserve better than what they got and could potentially get out of this occurrence. You can do better, boo , you stronger than that. You already said you were smart so I don't feel the need to go into detail. Just wanna express that i think you're stronger than that and can do much better.
Seeing as how the next post seems to have already been written, I'm guessing this is a retrospective story you're sharing. I'm interested in seeing how it all plays out man.
aahhmm...
Sick...
WOW, The story had me in the beginning and lost me around the poz deal. However, we all make mistakes. Nobody's perfect. I sincerely hope that this doesn't occur often for you. Aside from the harm that could be caused to others, please consider your own health and the opportunistic infections, etc...that you may be opening yourself up to. I'm not judging, but I sincerely hope that everything works out for the best. I'm sure we've all been there with the slip-up's and what not, but the fact that you know your status should be enough for you to chill out and take care of yourself in all aspects. You're worth more than a cheap thrill, man. I have to remind myself that at times. We're all still growing and learning. Please continue sharing your stories, as I feel they certainly have an impact, as reflected in the number of comments you've receieved.
Omar Ramon: while the next post may be written, as well as many others... I like to interject present experiences. I just don't want to forget any details of any event. While they are so vividly in my head thats when I type them out.
As for the next post I don't know.
captain: Yes I know I'm sick. Thanks for reminding me! Any other overly obvious things you wish to point out?
ThisMightBeMe I am worth more than a cheap thrill aren't I! I do need to start thinking about that and more when these opportunities come up!
Well, I mean. Things happen. Learn from it and try not to let it happen in the future. I would've congratulated you if you used a condom and if you didnt have a boyfriend. lol.
I don't believe in judging situations. I think you posted this for a reason; that reason is yours to know and work through. You seem pretty intelligent, so you knew what the blog community who read your posts would say. That guy was all of us in a sense and I think that as hot as the exchange was, we all thought about all the times we've been careless with our lives and the life of others. You're not above us or beneath us for that matter. Hope it all turns out okay.
Uh man, that was wack. But once you right your ship you need to consider writing adult fiction, that story had a hot beginning.
tell me this is joke and this is really the story of how you got infected !
Are you foreal??? There are no words for this. Make it a habit of letting your partners know of your stauts. Take care of yourself and respect others as you would like to be respected.
well of course I knew what everyone was going to say. In the same respect, I did hear some things that i didn't expect to hear.
I do want people to look outside the box. We are all the same in different aspects. We have the same experiences in different ways. everyone of you have had an experience when under pressure you didn't do as you thought you would do. Some are choices you cannot necessarily go back and change. good work cocoa rican
curio, I'm not Fiction writer! I never was a creative person! I stick to the truth. Its better for you! So, no fiction for me! Thanks for the suggestion though!
to the soldier boy, I assure you this is no joke! I am serious and nothing in this post is false!
When I first read this post I was speechless and disgusted, didn't want to add my comment because I didn't have anything productive to say. However, after reading the comments I'm reminded of one simple fact, you are human and we all make mistake. Yes I agree that you need to be more careful and you should definitely inform your partners of your status before engaging in any bodily contact that fluids are passed, however, I am not ready to pass judgement and try to make you feel guilty for something we all have done at one point. I think I was more disgusted at the fact that you cheated than the unprotected sex. You definitely need to practice safe sex and you need to inform dude of your status.
Like Dayne, I wasn't sure whether this story was fact or fiction. After reading the comments I am leaning more toward facts. I won't bother to pass judgment, because what is the point of that. Since I have sinned I wouldn't dare to be the one to cast the first or the last stone. Know that just because you are postitive does not mean that you can not be reinfected by the desiese and the second strain of the virus will most likily run more rampant through your system and resistant to any drugs you are currently taking. Of course what happend in the past is in the past and can not be changed. Take care of yourself brother. We have enought of us dying at the hands of others without killing ourselves (and that is said out of love, not judgment).
Just to bite on what Forge said, you just gotta wonder about Mr. RAW. The fact that the brother broadcasts that he goes by R.A.W. lets you know his ass doesn't play safe. Sounds like all your BB and that stands for Bloggable Brothers care about your well being, my friend. And that's really love from all over. Wrap you lips around that love and keep the rest for you boy at home (and ain't talking 'bout Mr. RAW). Stay strong man. You may not be able to beat HIV but you can damn sure slow it down!
Wow!!! I really don't know what to say. So much has already been said about the negative aspect of this story. So, I will say that I think it is admirable that you are being this honest, if it is a true story. Maybe some good can come out of it. Maybe someone who isn't poz and goes raw will receive a wake up call after reading this.
wow.. off the chain. i understand getting caught in a moment of passion.. but that dude R.A.W. sounds kinda suspect. be careful. just because you're positive doesn't mean you don't have anything to lose.
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